Holidays...

December has not been kind with me in terms of sngs, it was not the most profitable month for me since i started with pocarr, but i guess i cannot complain at all since i've made some profit. It certainly rose some doubts about my game, which i think its natural to someone when you suddendly start to lose. Im also disappointed at the volume i've put that wasn't good as november, which i'm behind 700 games comparing both monts, still got 5 days to go but i don't think i'll have much time to play since i have all my family here with me. Spending time away from the tables feels like im not making any progress and im wasting time. It almost feels like i dont deserve this vacation, which is understandable since i only started grinding on october. Anyway, its good to have this energy inside of me, i'm aiming to get supernova next year, and i'm still working on goals for next year.

180s ...

The 180s almost had my head on tilt for life. I know its a bit harsh to say that, but it really got into me. The downswing was huge for me as i was playing 2$ 180s, before i was dealing with mostly 200$ swings, so the first days when i moved up were really hard on me, losing about 1.1k. Nothing  had seemed to hold, and whenever i was ahead I lost, and whenever i was behind it held. For most grinders this is a regular day or week, and im learning to deal with it. Anyway, i got myself out of the tables for a couple of days, studied the game pretty hard, and tried again and again until things started to feel normal.

Anyway, life is good, doing exactly what i wanted to do with it. Today was my brother's birthday, he turned 24 he is also graduating in business school this end of the year. Also my girlfriend is getting her med diploma. So a lot of parties coming along. Pretty excited about it.